Whatever...

I’m at a pay phone trying to call home, all of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two

Yeah, I, I know it’s hard to remember, the people we used to be
It’s even harder to picture that you’re not here next to me
You say it’s too late to make it, but is it too late to try
And in our time that you wasted, all of our bridges burned down
I’ve wasted my nights, you turned out the lights, now I’m paralyzed, still stuck in that time, when we called it love, but even the sun sets in paradise

I’m at a pay phone trying to call home, all of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two
If happy ever after did exist, I would still be holding you like this
All those fairy tales are full of shit
One more fucking love song I’ll be sick

Oh, you turned your back on tomorrow ‘cause you forgot yesterday
I gave you my love to borrow, but you just gave it away
You can’t expect me to be fine, I don’t expect you to care
I know I said it before, but all of our bridges burned down
I’ve wasted my nights, you turned out the lights, now I’m paralyzed, still stuck in that time, when we called it love, but even the sun sets in paradise

I’m at a pay phone trying to call home, all of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two
If happy ever after did exist, I would still be holding you like this
And all those fairy tales are full of shit
One more fucking love song I’ll be sick
Now I’m at a pay phone

slatternly:

So, earlier this evening I reblogged something on my personal Tumblr and added some tags about my feelings regarding atheism and faith.

#this is why i dislike about 70% of other atheists #YOU MAKE ME LOOK LIKE AN ARSEHOLE #I’M NOT! #I JUST DON’T BELIEVE IN GOD #having faith in something greater than yourself that cannot be quantified is one of the bravest things you can do in my book #so tearing that shit down because it doesn’t work for you is just fucking bullshit #our lack of faith or belief in an omnipotent being does not make us more intellectual #it does not make us more compassionate #it makes us nothing other than people who do not believe in god #that’s fucking it #end of #wine me the strength #sorry i have a lot of angry atheist feelings #BECAUSE AS A GROUP THERE IS A TENDENCY TOWARDS ELITIST DICKHEAD BEHAVIOUR #AND I HAVE NO TIME FOR IT OKAY #NO #FUCKING #TIME #i haven’t believe in god since i was eight years old and sat in church and realised it didn’t make any sense to me #but that’s me #and my disbelief #my absence of faith #does not qualify me as a better person than someone of faith #it says nothing about me other than i do not believe #it’s not hard #people having religious and spiritual faith is not stupid or offensive #the things that surround it can be #but the faith? #the act of believing? #is brave

My greatest mistake was probably a) putting it in the atheism tag but also b) capslock. I’ll admit, that was down to some vodka and tonic. But for the most part, I still think that’s pretty dead on. A couple of people reblogged it with tags and I’ve actually been talking to people about it and it’s fostered discussion that I love. As someone who has not had faith for a very, very long time but whose friends are 90% religious/of faith, I do talk about it a fair amount. Mainly because I am always anxious to prove that not every atheist is going to be militant or knee-jerk aggressive, but also because I find faith fascinating especially as someone who does not have it. Sadly however, some people just like to show me up.

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